Let me guess, you grew up in some backdoor baptist denom, started asking questions that you weren't satisfied with the answers, and fell away because of some questions that could have easily been logically dealt with had you explored apologetics. Your faith was more like superstitions and a list of what not to dos. The real question is, if you were able to be convinced beyond reasonable means (2 + 3 =5) that Christianity is true, would you repent and believe immediately or would you fight it because you love your lifestyle now?