GM #nostr - today is the day I'm Batised 🙏 👍🥳☕️
Faith has always been there in my life...but...background.
I turned my back on God when things got bad. I resented my various forms of suffering.
But I never stopped believing, even when I felt no faith.
An ex GF had faith, but she suffered, and I'd speak to the Lord and ask 'why? Why would you let one of your own worshippers suffer? What's the point of you?'.
A couple of years ago I was on my yacht, relaxing, listening to YouTube and this song came on and I heard it and for the first time in a long long long time, I wept slightly. No idea why. Couldn't explain it.
I think working for the church helped. Access to good people of faith helped. Eventually I returned to the fold.
But this song started that process, I think.
https://youtu.be/nzCIeNhw8oE
Faith has always been there in my life...but...background.
I turned my back on God when things got bad. I resented my various forms of suffering.
But I never stopped believing, even when I felt no faith.
An ex GF had faith, but she suffered, and I'd speak to the Lord and ask 'why? Why would you let one of your own worshippers suffer? What's the point of you?'.
A couple of years ago I was on my yacht, relaxing, listening to YouTube and this song came on and I heard it and for the first time in a long long long time, I wept slightly. No idea why. Couldn't explain it.
I think working for the church helped. Access to good people of faith helped. Eventually I returned to the fold.
But this song started that process, I think.
https://youtu.be/nzCIeNhw8oE
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