@nprofile1q... the last time I was scared was when Ray was arrested as I had no idea where he was. I stayed up all night. Stupid really. He's a 6ft 4 grown man.

I am a bit nervous about the big operation, but then I will be married as a new woman, and I want to do the first dance properly, not shuffle about like a duck

I am genuinely highly concerned for humanity's future

Xxx