so currently I'm 23.

I said to myself I won't be in any dating apps for 6 months in the beginning of the year. And I'm honoring that.

You know I can get women, like I'm a decent person with decent looks.

the problem is that I feel immature.

my prefrontal lobe isn't fully developed yet.

I want a life partner and it fucking sucks being alone but it can wait.

Like, what about a year, two years or so without seeking a relationship?

Sounds like hell. But really, I need to learn to live with myself and my thoughts.