You know, its been several months since I had an O and M instructor, but I do kinda feel bad because a lot of the time, I'd frustrate her instead of help her out, mainly because I'd forget routes when I previously knew them, especially if I didn't take my meds whenever I went with her to go do O and M. Turns out, the route to the gym I learned lead toward a gym that was discriminatory against blind people because of so-called "Liability", reasons, so I never went back, but still, I do feel bad that I made her mad at me a lot of times rather than learned the routes. I suspect that's part of the reason we stopped doing lessons, probably because she couldn't stand me, and you know what, I don't even blame her sometimes.