You are bored

It's because you're realizing everything is fake.The last five days you just explained what i've been feeling in this note.

Just asked Venice, and this is what it came up with...... Why do some people get an overwhelming feeling of boredom and how to overcome it? An overwhelming feeling of boredom can stem from various psychological and environmental factors. Here are some common reasons and strategies to overcome it: ...

I am not bored but I am retarded! So maybe that helps.

Its reality. Here too... everywhere