Are you guys optimistic for the future ? I mean I still want to be, but I see around me, only few people are really realizing how deep the shit goes and the ones truly in charge are almost all satanic pedos.

Epstein case is very likely only one amongst many. You can check Dutroux case from Belgium in WikiLeaks and see how many famous people were involved and still not bothered (it's pretty old, the case is almost 30 years old now and it's exactly the same horrific shit), yet not much changed since.