If you download your full twitter archive, you get everything including DMs. If you don't, there's basically nothing available except your main timeline and replies timeline. As I wrote in that newsletter (
https://aillia.substack.com/p/a-love-letter-to-the-other-side-of ) in case you want to log in and copy from a banned/suspended account):
"If you scroll to the first tweet of a thread, you can't expand it—it just says 'This post is from a suspended account.' The Replies tab only shows the last two replies in a thread… so for a 5-tweet thread, there's no way to recover the middle ones."
BTW, thank you, and I'm impressed you actually scared it into deleting its tweets: I should probably start listening to those your psychology podcasts, lol