Yeah, you feel betrayed. You feel like you know the truth and your friends didn’t listen and now they need to suffer because you feel vindicated enough to go online and crash out about it. It’s a bit much bro. First of all no one here gives a shit and you sound emotionally weak. Two, you lost enough friends, maybe spend your time finding new ones who see your point of view instead of seeking revenge on your ex friends who probably don’t care what you say at this point cuz they know you’re emotionally unhinged. Three, shut the fuck up.