nostr:nprofile1qy2hwumn8ghj7un9d3shjtnyd968gmewwp6kyqpqrlctggkxmky7zsdn0cl0suas65dfpr6u05wfdhlnu38zdg6wuhpq6j5q5w I am sorry to hear it. Have you had a bleak episode of this severity before? If so, what snapped you out of the previous one's you've endured?