about two years ago I set myself the goal to pass the german naturopath exam. 5 months until the exam is happening and first of all, I can't believe how far I got. I can't believe how I have endured that time while making jobs that give me so little. today is one of many days where I feel totally out of place. where everything feels scary. It feels like i have such a tunnel vision on this exam that i blend everything else out. lack in sleep, lack in nutrition, lack in socials. getting on the right career path is something very emotional for me.