It’s kind of crazy to look back on your life and realize how many different people you have been over the years based on what circumstance, environment and experience conspired to shape you into.

I look back with some hard won maturity and realize none of it was my design. I was too wrapped up in each chapter, each character. I thought it was all something different. I was completely blind to it.

God had a plan though. Even when I was actively rejecting him.

It’s all kind of tragically beautiful and beyond me and I’m humbled by it.

And thats about as much as I can put into words this morning.