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jolly Milch
@jolly Milch

If you ever find yourself in Zürich make sure to give me a shout for a free Beer.

A Catholic Catechuman (Baptism in October), Brown Boy (Turkish).
i am quite new with the faith, and i am still reading the bible and learning about it, if i say anything weird or out of line, do tell me.

Glory to the Lord.

John 3:6 "That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit."

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@nprofile1q... listen here nigga, i am getting tired of this nonsense babble on semantics disguised as astrology-tier racial theory.

maybe perhaps it's not that you're giga-german but just a bit asocial, you don't have to fit your way of life and worldview into a specific racial category, "the white man likes red bull white, the green man likes green" tier but taken unironically.

and it's fine to just say you don't do this certain thing because you don't feel like it, yes there is german culture, but that's culture.

like what happens if you accidentally come up with a funny joke, do you just self-deport on the spot?

and what is the purpose of telling me all this anyways? i don't see why you need to remind me i am brown i see it every day of my life when i brush my teeth so i doubt that's the logic behind it.

the type of shit you come up with here is: "guess what number i am thinking" -> "well you see a WHITE MAN would've known i was thinking of the number 7 because it is a prime number"
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@nprofile1q... i am brown nigga.

to me respect and trust come together, if i trust someone i respect them, if i respect someone i trust them, they are not one and the same but they are heavily connected.

and i want to be respected so i can be also trusted, so that they may rely upon me, because what is the burden of the male sex if not to be relied upon.

if i have no one to rely upon me, i might as well be useless, we men need to be relied upon as much as those who rely upon us do need us, it's just what it is.
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@nprofile1q... aren't we all, you know i am about to go to my 6th month of unemployment and i think it would be worse if i wasn't somehow bothered by it.

i may be mentally ill, but i think it would be fine in any other time period, this just happens to be the one that causes the most spiritual damage to be exposed to.
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@nprofile1q... respect is a pillar of functional civilization, there has to be respect for stuff to make sense, i am not asking to be praised and called a good boy, i am asking for my efforts to be acknowledged, a deposit to my account for work i did is layer one of respect
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@nprofile1q... i will never troon out nigga, i guarantee you, i would kurt cobain myself long before it happens.

i just want to be respected, if i got a job, even a shitty one, i can get respected by my colleagues and find some comraderie even if it's not that deep.

i will just deal with it the only way i know how, just waiting it out.
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it's monotonous, and at the same time too loud, so much noise, i can't even enjoy 10 minutes being left alone to enjoy life alone, constant distractions, demanding my attention, at least with a job i can focus on one thing.

i don't get no respect, i did everything right, i decided to hold on, i decided to stay strong, finish getting that fucking degree, and even got a great grade for it, and my reward for it is rotting in my own room being treated like a waste of space, they say i did all i could and there's no shame in it, it's unfortunate, but still they don't respect me at all.

i don't even have the money to enjoy any of the pleasant distractions, just whatever i can pull up, all the while getting interrupted by scrutiny you didn't ask for, makes you wanna fucking kill someone, i should be treated like a fucking hero for not screaming at the lot of them, i did everything right but i still get fucked over, let it all burn.