I’ve described it as your entire life passing through the eye of a needle. Instant meaning. Instant connection to god. To the all. Instant overwhelm. All the pain? Every mistake, every embarrassment...
These exact thoughts hold so much weight in my mind. After my wife and had our stillborn in early 2024, I never understood why it had to happen to us. Then I look at my soon to be 1 year old boy, then all of a sudden that pain has meaning. Without all these past experiences, he wouldn’t be here. What a blessing it is to be a dad and someone’s everything