I do not judge you brother. You should do whatever you want. I do not think less or more of someone because they do or do not drink alcohol. I think self awareness is incredibly important.
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It's completely understandable, though I have to ask if a drunk population can be controlled just as much, if not more so. I guess there could be studies that prove drunkenness every once in a while might completely break some control on some level.