I feel you, brother.
The work you are doing now, in nature, in silence, is important. We are here to feel deeply, keep our hearts open, and be a light for others. What matters is growth, and we grow through adversity and by facing our fears. As Kahlil Gibran wrote, "Your joy is your sorrow unmasked." There is a great war within, as profound as anything we see in the outer world. If the intention is to help improve the world, that is a noble path but first we must heal ourselves and learn to embody and integrate the change we wish to see.
Everything then unfolds in its own divine time.
We succeed not by fighting what we hate, but by protecting what we love.
Let love continue to guide you, not fear. 💛✨