Joel stop looking at my art. You ruined our relationship when you abused me verbally and emotionally for 8 months... while I was struggling in and out of the hospital? While I was grieving the loss of my dad? After you broke up with me 2 days after valentines day? After you broke your promises about coming to see me? You still think I'm the one responsible for your life going bad? When you're 10 years older than me? Who put the bottle back in your hand? You. Fuck off my page.