Being a parent is different, in many ways that non-parents will not understand. I also think about the father who had to and willingly turned in his own son, being a police veteran and knowing he is going to face the death penalty. This world is crazy and I can identify with everything @HODL lays out here.

I am not okay. This whole situation is not okay.

Another thing to mention is that whatever rights and freedoms they may propose to take from you over this tragedy are also not okay. Do not give one inch.