Maybe you should spend a bit more time exercising a healthy level of skepticism about your own beliefs. I've done this, and that's how I ended up being an atheist. I couldn't continue believing just o...
Believe me, I've done that. Questioned my entire faith and even went agnostic for a while because I found that a lot of the stuff I was basing my faith on was just wrong. But after a while I found more compelling reasons to believe. My faith can now withstand my own skepticism because it is no longer based on a foundation of lies.