I hear you, I recently realized impact of ‘winter light’ on my psyche and productivity levels over the last two years. I’m in the middle of uprooting my life to move to warmer weather to prioritize the ‘mermaid lifestyle’ in turn nurturing my productivity, balance with nature and creative inspiration.
Glad you had an opportunity to recharge and are beginning to contemplate the permanent recalibration of your environment. Light exposure and lifestyle are integral components to nurturing a happy human.