Over the last two weeks, have been several sudden deaths in my general orbit. Has me feeling very strange.
• Neighbor's pet died
• Old Dog died
• Friend of friend's baby died during birth
• ...
Maybe is time for you to put your house in order, I had that realization a few years back when I got shot and left for dead. It is better to arange what you have to arrange and make good friends with the feeling of mortality, it is not that bad once you have crossed all your T's.