When I thought I knew what's my passion, it gradually disappeared. Passion is so different with your calling. Right now, though I have already graduated, I'm still lost. Not lost in a way that I have to start adulting, I'm already working so that's taken care of.

I'm lost because my career path is wrong. So here I am contemplating on some things. I have to start over and redirect my path to the right choice, I know that. However, the process would be difficult. I need to got through the same stress for another 4 years again. Am I ready to go all over the same stress and struggles?

Of course not, if I can have the best option, I will never. The difference now is that I can still at least prepare for it and do it the right way. I still have some time before starting over unlike before.

What I'm afraid of is messing up again along the way and no one there backing me up? That's where everything goes south.