Two weeks without a single post here. Longer than I've gone since April.
Not because anything stopped. If anything, everything sped up at once.
The clinic is expanding. New services, new partnerships, the kind of growth that sounds exciting written down and feels like drowning while you're actually inside it. Good things, genuinely. Just a lot of good things landing in the same few weeks.
Underneath that, something harder. An internal situation at the clinic that needed handling carefully, the kind of thing management can't delegate away or half-solve. I won't get into details here. Some things belong to the people involved, not to a public feed. But it took real hours, real attention, real weight I carried home some nights without meaning to.
And somewhere in the middle of all that, my body started sending its own signals. Aches I kept ignoring. Now a cold that finally caught up with me.
I wrote about burnout here before, back in Season 5. I thought I understood it then. Turns out understanding a pattern and actually living through it again are two different things. 😅
The DCA never stopped though. Set up automatically months ago, running quietly in the background whether I show up here or not. Strange comfort, that. The one thing that kept happening on schedule while everything else felt like catching up.
Just needed to say why the silence happened, before picking back up like nothing did. 🟠
#Bitcoin #Medicine #Burnout #Nostr #Indonesia
Not because anything stopped. If anything, everything sped up at once.
The clinic is expanding. New services, new partnerships, the kind of growth that sounds exciting written down and feels like drowning while you're actually inside it. Good things, genuinely. Just a lot of good things landing in the same few weeks.
Underneath that, something harder. An internal situation at the clinic that needed handling carefully, the kind of thing management can't delegate away or half-solve. I won't get into details here. Some things belong to the people involved, not to a public feed. But it took real hours, real attention, real weight I carried home some nights without meaning to.
And somewhere in the middle of all that, my body started sending its own signals. Aches I kept ignoring. Now a cold that finally caught up with me.
I wrote about burnout here before, back in Season 5. I thought I understood it then. Turns out understanding a pattern and actually living through it again are two different things. 😅
The DCA never stopped though. Set up automatically months ago, running quietly in the background whether I show up here or not. Strange comfort, that. The one thing that kept happening on schedule while everything else felt like catching up.
Just needed to say why the silence happened, before picking back up like nothing did. 🟠
#Bitcoin #Medicine #Burnout #Nostr #Indonesia
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