it's monotonous, and at the same time too loud, so much noise, i can't even enjoy 10 minutes being left alone to enjoy life alone, constant distractions, demanding my attention, at least with a job i can focus on one thing.

i don't get no respect, i did everything right, i decided to hold on, i decided to stay strong, finish getting that fucking degree, and even got a great grade for it, and my reward for it is rotting in my own room being treated like a waste of space, they say i did all i could and there's no shame in it, it's unfortunate, but still they don't respect me at all.

i don't even have the money to enjoy any of the pleasant distractions, just whatever i can pull up, all the while getting interrupted by scrutiny you didn't ask for, makes you wanna fucking kill someone, i should be treated like a fucking hero for not screaming at the lot of them, i did everything right but i still get fucked over, let it all burn.