Oh wow, nicely done. I effectively didn't drink until pretty late in life. Just never had it around often, but became a habit in past <2 years for some reason. We found ourselves always keeping it in ...
I crave getting hammered and that's fucking hard, I think I started smoking ciggies regularly because I stopped drinking. They go hand in hand for me, I used to smoke cigarellos instead of cigs when I drank. I never drank alone, but keeping drunk company tends to crash and burn.