Before I bought bitcoin I spent 5 years being black pilled and defeatist about the economy post GFC.
I was stuck in the same nihilistic delusion that many are still in today.
Basically the belief ...
I fully fell for the 'drugs are bad mmmkay' propaganda and missed the opportunity to short circuit decades of societal programming. Fucking pissed I spent so much life earnestly believing in the rigged game I was playing