It's hard to explain the taste of a food you haven't eaten.
Probably impossible, the only way to know is by eating it.

I don't know you, so maybe my words will be meaningless.
But Jeanne D’Arc achieved in her Cosmic Awareness (available to anyone who wills it).
Basically, it's when you know in your bones that you and God are one, and thus you cannot possibly fail.

Watching her visions in the movie remembered me of my own visions, that I didn't go after due to laziness, but now the fire is back.
The question is: what are your visions? what your intuition says? what is your level of awareness?