Yes something will. Or not. It is a personal experience.

I'm sorry to hear that, and understand being there. I'll pray for you.

ok, but you can see God when you look in the mirror 🤝

Have you tried shrooms?

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It was never about any character of God. It is the Godlike experience when reasoning and thoughts fade away and only emptyness is left. Some call it meeting God, some call it something else, but the experience is real...or whatever real may be. Stop trying to understand and start understanding.

The kingdom of God is within. Stop looking externally.

The idea commonly referred to as God is not a person, it's an idea no person could embody, so there is no "him" to see. It's all a hologram with mirrors upon mirrors upon mirrors within mirrors, everything reflecting everything infinitely, wave after wave, eternally. Enjoy the ride!