This is why I think going down conspiracy rabbit holes is so addicting. I'm not using conspiracy as a pejorative, nor saying it is always a waste of time, but I do find that people who go deep often have this thirst for secret knowledge and the power (or perceived power) that comes with knowing (or thinking they know).

Ironically, it is the thirst for secret knowledge that drives satanic elite circles to do a lot of what they do, and the same thirst that drives scores of people to try and uncover what the elites are doing.