Sobriety day 6: Work was breaking my balls yesterday, so much I went to THREE ristrettos and TWO of these 10mg nicotine bastards, as well as melatonin back up to 1mg - 1.5mg even, since my wife "kept me awake" almost until midnight and then I couldn't calm down for some reason, so I took the third low recommended dose. Dreams are still pretty vivid (this time I found myself in an RPG that switched from Crash-like camera to first person, my character was pretty puny and the last thing I remember was a wolf mauling my arm off), I don't know if cutting out alcohol just does that. But right now I feel tired like shit and I don't think it's just about alcohol anymore. Though maybe, just maybe, one or two beers could fix me. Intrusive stuff like that.