When I saw an artist who is too pretty and everything is so clean, you know influencer type one I thought something is wrong... and then I made quick inventory of my mind, because I'm curious... am I just jealous? Really?

But then I dig a bit more into myself because I really wanted to know, what was it... so I found out this:

To be an artist (in my mind at least) is to be messy...

And I thought, yeah that's it, maybe it's only mine, maybe it's collective sort of stereotype but I noticed how this influenced my mind to the degree that I started being suspected of the woman, who, by the way, can be and is great artist...


And my point is -
How many of this inprinted thoughts we are carrying everyday?
Thousands I guess...

To be a good mom-tired
To be great person- suffer.

Etc.
Etc.
(Not true but you know what I mean...)


P.S. I do recommend that type of inner inventory which is basically being 100% honest with yourself which is not easy, and yes sometimes I'm simply just jealous because I have not-so-great mammalian brain so I can't help it
but at least I am aware of it... (it still doesn't help but yeah...)


Have a great day!