This morning I am tired and sad and extremely stressed. It's all getting to me despite a lot of effort to stay positive and be kind.

The police are involved and I've just been trying to keep my puppy inside as much as possible. Mind you this is after we've already lost all of our regular activities.

All we had left was going into the back yard and now that's an incredibly hostile place where I get screamed at and insulted and my dog gets death threats.

Tomorrow we are going to go back to the farmer's market for the first time. I am honestly terrified. I don't want to give into fear, I strongly believe letting this stop my community building efforts would not be the right step.

This is all so so hard and I am doing it mostly all alone.

Any pep talks or inspiring motivation would be really helpful.

Here's Princess Aurora excited that someone came to visit, if only the guy who mows are lawn 🥹