@nprofile1q... Let me put it in more neutral language. My second post explains how I see you. To retcon that back into the first post, you do not recognise how others see you as a real aspect of yourself. To get metaphysical about it, if others are showing you a reflection of yourself but either choose to ignore or distort it, that's a form of lack of self-awareness.
And please don't argue that "if I'd watched it ... yada yada yada." I didn't misunderstand that you uncritically parroted what "techbro ceo said" and I didn't misunderstand that this implies that everything you say afterwards is of questionable value.