Naw, life gets easier when you realize there's literally nobody at the wheel and the folks with actual power are unhinged nazi cultist dipshits who don't know their own asses from their elbows and have the basest motives imaginable. It's terrifying but also pretty liberating. Why does the judgement of these people hold over you? What moral authority do child rapist nazi murderers have over you?

You stop expecting it to "make sense" and you start thinking about how it can be made "different"