No one would probably notice but I always wondered how it would feel to delete all your accounts.
I wonder if it's so freeing as they say...
If I'm being honest...
It's getting harder and harder lately to NOT do it. To cross the bridge.
I'm so fed up with my brain saying things about me that make me cry and visualise awful things .
Saying that everyone would be better without me here. That I only cause hammock in the fandom.
And then numbers are going down and everything gets confirmed even more . The site feels unsafe too
I just want to run away forever.
It's getting harder and harder lately to NOT do it. To cross the bridge.
I'm so fed up with my brain saying things about me that make me cry and visualise awful things .
Saying that everyone would be better without me here. That I only cause hammock in the fandom.
And then numbers are going down and everything gets confirmed even more . The site feels unsafe too
I just want to run away forever.
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