recent events with me having an accident entirely not my fault and landing in a creepy hospital under a psycho doctor's care involving turning my veins into a pincushion and stealing my passport and the way that the nostr community, with the exception of the few i have done proper business with, not so much the lack of material help but really more the indifference has kinda soured me on ttis community pretty much irrevocably.

those who have been supportive, please don't misunderstand me, i am eternally grateful for your moral support. but i cannot in all honesty say that there is any kind of community spirit here. i probably am going to go underground now. focus on the few real people physically around me who aren't hypnotised by endless nonsense of the endless distractions of the internet.

i am going to be fine, thanks to the few humans out there. but i can tell that my contributions are not sought or valued.