@nprofile1q... preferably one that boosts creativity to help me day dream ideas and scenarios and draw or write. I ttly get the struggle with meds, I've had very little success overall with using prescription stuff and would rather go cold turkey after the stuff I've dealt w but weed helps a lot with self regulating. Tho idk if you live somewhere you have access to it, just thought I'd share. And u know if u don't dig the high u can just micro dose to get the benefits without the high