@nprofile1q... it's just... Every time I have conflict or a misunderstanding with someone I blame myself, specially if things ends due that. It gets piled and piled up over my shoulders, I feel so much pressure because now I sense that everyone sees I'm a bad person (like my father said to me)... That I need to show them my value...
I'm scared this is what is causing my low numbers. I wished I could never ever have misunderstandings with people. But I can't go back. And the pressure is too much