Damus

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zonk :fatteratte: profile picture
explaining same sex attraction to straight people is always fun.

out of all of the directions that my brain and heart pull themselves into, the "woman" direction is absent. it just doesn't exist. i see women as friends, but my heart just can't feel anything in that direction.

it's like a massive, gaping void. there just isn't anything in there. and then straight people will look into that void and go "what the hell. how can this be a void? i don't get it" and it's very difficult to explain my lived experience that there is, in fact, that void, and that it's the same void for the "same gender" directions in their own personal coordinate systems.

it's really not that difficult, it's just a hole. but because we don't talk about these types of things that often, it's hard to communicate precisely :)
zonk :fatteratte: profile picture
perhaps it would be wise to delete files like "Heated Rivalry S01E01 Rookies 2160p HMAX WEB-DL DDP5 1 H 265-STC.mkv" from my hard drive before i land in kazakhstan (not because piracy, but because homosexuality)
zonk :fatteratte: profile picture
i-294 is NOT for the weak. a truck passed me while i was doing 85 (still not keeping up with the flow of traffic, speed limit is 45) and i had to go full moscow driver mode to survive