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You will not orange pill the world through financial terms, economic logic, and technical details. Even if your logic and technicals are right.

You will do it through beauty.
Beauty is a more universal language.
It is unspoken. Yet can speak to the most asleep of humans.
Logic, economic talk, financial technicals.
Those won’t speak to everyone.

The path forward is through the feminine essence, through building beauty in life again. Through creation.

Building beauty on top of sound money, not convincing people through the logic, the economics, the left brain. Drawing them in through the beauty you have created in your life through utilizing that information and awareness.

Creating beautiful families and communities, beautiful homes and environments, beautiful nature access, beautiful art and music. Making your lived experience inspiring.

The masculine approach is not wrong, the technicals make sense. But it will be limited in the effectiveness of restoring balance, creating renaissance. The world has swung too far to the masculine for far too long- we have all been dominated by this energy. So much brute force, so much meaningless quantity based work. So little quality based creation, so little beauty.

It won’t be through explaining stock to flow ratio, it will be through showing how you’ve made your life more beautiful.

Heal the world through remembrance of the feminine that is in us all. Beauty is health’s inherent state. Health is witness unto health.

Let beauty speak for itself. For the wisest and most enlightened beings often do the least talking.

Yes😁

For years I’ve felt that my soul desired freedom, and I’m still learning what that truly looks like for me.

Originally I thought it meant not being attached, not being controlled, not having to be committed, not being tied down to people, places, jobs, and things. Flexibility, floating as I please. But I call this the shadow side of my desire for freedom.

I thought it meant traveling and exploring and doing whatever I wanted with my time.
And yes that’s a part of it, and I deeply need that but it’s not the entire picture.

I traveled freely with zero attachments for a year. I saw beautiful places and met beautiful people and learned a lot, but I didn’t feel fulfilled. It did not make me feel the happiest. I still didn’t feel free. I didn’t feel like me.

I’ve come to learn that freedom for me actually means commitment. Commitment to the right people, places, things, and jobs/projects. Because I am someone who craves depth, deep meaning, community, taking care of other people. Which requires commitment, it requires devotion. Detached and transient life didn’t offer that.

I’ve faced the illusions of thinking everything would be better by running away to beautiful foreign lands. I’ve had a tendency to think I’ll “get bored” “stay too stuck” “limit my options” if I commit to certain places or projects or things for too long. Thinking if I hold out long enough and gather more information, one day I’ll just fall into the perfect place, the perfect path. But things need roots to grow. And i’m a girl that can get caught up in too much movement.

What I thought would be the most freeing and most fulfilling by traveling to beautiful places and doing whatever I wanted, actually was me avoiding deep commitment and true meaningful creation.

Commitment is what makes me feel most alive. The happiest times of my life were not when I was in the most gorgeous environments, zero stress, and optimizing my health and wellness routines. It was when I was the most committed to a purpose, a community, to friends, to family. To building depth where I am, not chasing meaning everywhere else.

Still finding the right balance of what freedom means for me, but this has been a good learning so far 💖

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Show me your bookshelf and your weekly food haul, I’ll know everything I need to know.

Gm, great peace in knowing you are truly never alone🕊️