This all sounds as if my stupid joke offended you. I am sorry if it did 🙈.
That said, your assumptions are incorrect and it would be a waste of both of our time to discuss over those assumptions 😅.
But the truth is that I KNOW that god exists. There is a simple logical definition that proofs that god in fact exists and I accept that definition. So to come back to you "real" question, I would answer: if there exists a simple logical definition that proofs gods existence, why would you prefer faith over wisdom? (It's a rethorical question, you don't have to answer 😊)
Regarding fighting Christianity: Contrary to your assumption I actually love talking and debating with Christians.
However there is this other "lifestyle" fight that I regularely do have with god these days: it's about if my body should live longer than 34 years. I think I understand gods plan and I love that plan, but it sadly doesn't need my body any longer.
For this to make any sense you must know that I have a miserable illness since over ten years and will likely die soon, because of it.
P.S. if you want to know that god exists:
https://lufrai.org/blog/antwort-von-gott
