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Miakoda :neurodiversity:
@Miakoda :neurodiversity:

I'm an autistic, lesbian gamer. I live in the US, which means I'm having a very bad time.
Struggling with the fact that home is a concept that doesn't include me.

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Autism ACCEPTANCE! ♾

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Miakoda :neurodiversity: profile picture
In my opinion, the MOST important thing you can do for your #privacy is get over your aprehension of being "that weirdo" or being "difficult". Not having "the app" is "abnormal". Refusing to use a platform because of a privacy hazard is "being diffiicult".
Avoiding facial or plate recognition is "paranoid".
The first thing you need to do is get the fuck over that. Be difficult, be a weirdo, be abnormal. What's actually fucking weird is being ok with constantly being tracked and data harvested!
Miakoda :neurodiversity: profile picture
High on my list of things that make me anxious is...
Working in GUI, clicking commands, or dragging things.... Accidentally landing in the wrong place, something happens but goes away too fast to see it, and I'm left having absolutely no idea what just accidentally happened to my computer or my files.
Multiply this by a thousand if I'm working with private files I would never want sent to other people.
Miakoda :neurodiversity: · 74w
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@nprofile1q... @nprofile1q... @ActuallyAutistic group

If we had functioning courts, I would sue the gov for emotional damages. This stress is grinding my mental and physical health in to oblivion.
Just what I need, more CPTSD.

I sure hope when we finally get rid of him, the new admin brings in universal healthcare because my god a large portion of our population will need a therapist.
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Qbert Rising · 74w
Same. It’s brutal.
Miakoda :neurodiversity: · 74w
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Miakoda :neurodiversity: profile picture
I feel very broken, useless, pathetic, inadequate.
I feel like a burden, undeserving of help.
I feel... the others are doing ok, why do I struggle so much? Why would I feel my struggles are "more important" than Joe NT Smoe being exhausted after work?

I'm so brilliant, I have a high IQ - but can't do basic shit?! wtf!

Just... a lot of negative headspace around what I'm struggling so much with.
😭
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Yeehaw · 114w
Help others who have less than you