Well well well, if it isn't the Blowjob Brothers

#Quake4

Like a lot of things we used to just do to kids with no critical thought whatsoever, forcing gen AI onto children in school will be viewed by future generations as child abuse.

I'm glad to be there for my family, but looking over the past couple of years, I feel that so much of it was out of my control.

My dad had a heart attack back then. I also fell ill with COVID around the same time. It's felt like an inclined treadmill the entire time, carrying my parents and myself.

Much of my time is spent caring for the man who raised me, travelling to and from their home. I don't know what I'd do if my kid was still in the house with us.

I'm tired all of the time. My creative output has dropped off a cliff. Even when I can sit down with a tablet, I stare at a blank canvas.

I guess it's depression? Maybe. There's so many good games, too, but I always have to frame things on their usefulness. I could play a new game, or I could spend an hour sifting through .def files and code to answer why you can't copypaste the Bruiser from RoE into D3. What if someone needs help?

I miss drawing. I'm trying to figure out how to draw again. It feels like I've forgotten a lot of it.

But if I say to myself "I'm gonna set aside this time to draw," it's always in my mind that something might happen, his blood pressure will go squirrely and he can't care for the yard or whatever.

I'll figure it out.

A subtle reminder that this gem is still available for free on Steam

https://store.steampowered.com/app/39000/Moonbase_Alpha/

#artemis2 #nasa