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I’ve died a thousand deaths, each time reinventing myself brighter, stronger, and purer than before. From the midst of destruction, I became the creator of myself. From the midst of darkness, I became my own source of light.

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nostrich · 1w
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COMMS OPEN ❀ EscBoy :verified: · 2w
nostr:nprofile1qy2hwumn8ghj7un9d3shjtnyd968gmewwp6kyqpqsc2cplgdndq83stskhzv3rgh3avqq3nrrsdmt3af8g4e2umjt3nq23ff7f :c you should, it's really good
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i really think i made a mistake getting into loli...

not for the art itself, but more for the stigma it comes with...

do i regret it?

definetively NOT!

but i do wonder what different path my "carreer" would have taken if i would have been a "normal" artist...

in general i wonder what would have been if I AM a bit more "normal"...

not saying being normal is good - i prefer non conformity... i just wonder...

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pickupandgo · 2w
nostr:nprofile1qy2hwumn8ghj7un9d3shjtnyd968gmewwp6kyqpqsc2cplgdndq83stskhzv3rgh3avqq3nrrsdmt3af8g4e2umjt3nq23ff7f I dont think there one artist out there that doesnt draw loli shota cub or smut in general secretly. look at Rebecca sugar for example. she was a shota artist before steven universe. ...
Fergal · 2w
nostr:nprofile1qy2hwumn8ghj7un9d3shjtnyd968gmewwp6kyqpqsc2cplgdndq83stskhzv3rgh3avqq3nrrsdmt3af8g4e2umjt3nq23ff7f *hugs* Just keep being awesome, and don't pay attention to those who say you aren't.
anatanuki [Comms Open] · 2w
nostr:nprofile1qy2hwumn8ghj7un9d3shjtnyd968gmewwp6kyqpqsc2cplgdndq83stskhzv3rgh3avqq3nrrsdmt3af8g4e2umjt3nq23ff7f I see, then you must remember the old internet, where the only content was the ones th...
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@nprofile1q... i havent had internet before i had my own apartment - i never was an active "user" until baraag

i never was at communities or such...

the internet was more a library to me than a meetup place...

i dont miss it cuz i never had it...

also, thanks, but im not a "hang-outer" :hildahappy:
anatanuki [Comms Open] · 2w
nostr:nprofile1qy2hwumn8ghj7un9d3shjtnyd968gmewwp6kyqpqsc2cplgdndq83stskhzv3rgh3avqq3nrrsdmt3af8g4e2umjt3nq23ff7f Being a 90s kid, I had to learn how to invent my own fun before the internet. I think ...
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@nprofile1q... well, im born in the early 80's, but i never had to deal with being "stuck" in my room, i was always a introvert, but i never had issues getting friends...
it's just in my childhood more people where here... novadays it's all just old folks and nothing is allowed anymore...
also my hobbys mostly involving sitting in front of a workbench isnt really helping...

i mainly socialize over the internet...

its not that, but i feel my time on this planet getting thinner...
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anatanuki [Comms Open] · 2w
nostr:nprofile1qy2hwumn8ghj7un9d3shjtnyd968gmewwp6kyqpqsc2cplgdndq83stskhzv3rgh3avqq3nrrsdmt3af8g4e2umjt3nq23ff7f I see, then you must remember the old internet, where the only content was the ones the community members make. I miss that era since it feels like most people in spaces just consume and...
π•„π•¦π•£π”Έπ•Žπ”Έ · 2w
feeling like you have not acomplished anything meaningfull in life while your childhood friends already have their kids growing up. life itself also isnt giving anymore of a thrill these days with al...
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me working day in, day out in a meaningless job just to work off my debt isnt really helping with motivation either...

i dunno...

that's just how i feel...

please dont give much of it, it's just to easen my melancholy...
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anatanuki [Comms Open] · 2w
nostr:nprofile1qy2hwumn8ghj7un9d3shjtnyd968gmewwp6kyqpqsc2cplgdndq83stskhzv3rgh3avqq3nrrsdmt3af8g4e2umjt3nq23ff7f Being a 90s kid, I had to learn how to invent my own fun before the internet. I think what you're feeling is normal; what's important is finding a community to have fun in. It's the diff...