The greatest gift from God

Mind-blowing that the most painful feeling—shame—turns out to be the gateway to self-realization. The story of the Fall becomes the story of the birth of self-consciousness, which creates the Ego. As God said, “You will die” if you eat the fruit from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil—leading to the birth of judgment, fear of death, and ultimately shame. Yet it was all orchestrated so humans would become self-conscious first, and then realize they are part of God when the fearful Ego dies. It’s genius—magnificent!

I was half laughing, half crying when I realized I was judging my own projected judgment—a hall of mirrors created by God to reveal there is no separate “you.” It was simply part of the evolution of consciousness. It’s so simple, yet so difficult to see.

Art is a kind of innate drive that seizes a human being and makes him its instrument. The artist is not a person endowed with free will who seeks his own ends, but one who allows art to realize its purpose through him. As a human being he may have moods and a will and personal aims, but as an artist he is "man" in a higher sense— he is "collective man"— one who carries and shapes the unconscious, psychic forms of mankind.
C.G. Jung

I dont know
Im drunk

People started saying that I’m nuts, a clown, a child
But for the longest time I wanted to become a child again
To see the world as a child and wonder
I know, I know
Bitcoin this, and Trump that, and war and the fed and wef and ai and all of that
But what can I do, really?
If I will see a mushroom cloud while playing in the sun
I’m content

Nothing matters
Ohh, you’re so intelligent, you know so much, pick up things quickly
It doesn’t matter
All the things I learned, all my achievements, my strengths
Doesn’t matter
My dreams, hopes and wants
Doesn’t matter
It’s so defeating, so humbling
I cried the whole night and little bit of the morning
But these where healing tears
In the depth of regret and grief
I found the fountain of love
It all makes sense now
But it doesn’t matter

One thing I found out on megadose of mushrooms is that love is only thing that exists and beliefs, ideas and all that is not necessary if you live from your heart.
It’s scary, but not in the same way as before. It’s scary because I now how scary all encompassing love is - it scare the ego because it doesn’t have any power when love is present.
I don’t know how to live with this perspective, everything before seems so boring and unnecessary and childish and useless.
Love is power
The only one
And it doesn’t belong to me
Which is the best part
I don’t love
Love is me
It’s disarms all ego’s tactics
There is nothing left
Just to love

Ohh yeah, the most valuable company in the world is wrong and bad and you know better how to build products… and users are wrong, and stupid, but you’re better than them and know how the world should work…

Have some fucking humility
My god, this is the only reason why bitcoin can fail - bunch of fucking arrogant pricks around