this whole get married have a family thing is very difficult for me because there is absolutely no way i can spend 10 seconds with a woman who is conditioned even partially to accept the mass programming talking points. i've had plenty of girls in the past and this was always the sticking point. i'm unusually unorthodox.

i figure i need more money since women want a protector almost more than anything else. i guess now i have a semi-permanent place to live that i'm in charge of maintaining puts me a lot further forward in the task.