Hey man. The realization you are on the verge of is hard to face and may make you scream in the shower and maybe cry for a while. (At least i was in the shower. You could be anywhere i guess).
These guys have had this realization and its why they seem not to care about the awful shit that's going on (but they do).

So if you are ready, here it goes. Remember to breathe:

The realization is that there are no enemies. Trump and ICE and everyone that you hate are children raised by a horrible system of satanic incentives. [Breathe. Its going to be OK] Bitcoin could help them but they reject it and we are retardedly early [Breathe].

The only thing to do is build and talk shit with your friends and drink wine. [Breathe. You are loved] Your worth and future outcomes don't depend on changing anyone around you. Also Ben and Richard know that you are hurting from all the mess of the world (they are too) and love you regardless [breathe].

This was not meant to be sarcastic or backhanded In any way. Take care of yourself man.