platforms are hard. they always have owners and administrators who may not have your interests in mind.

my recommendation is pause a bit, and ponder what your objectives are, and who you want to reach. then, when you know that, search for options. nostr is great for text but it's just a simple protocol. video and all that fancy stuff is not what it can help you with.

things can't be that bad if you can upload videos. it seems to me like reach is the problem you are up against now, after being blacklisted.