A9
· 3w
No, I am not ok.
Actually, quite the opposite
I am tired and deeply sad
But Iam still breathing
And I can eat, sleep, laugh and cry.
Crying is the first sign
That the newborn baby
Is ALIVE.
That wa...
Life. Fact is, that As amazingly beautiful and deeply meaningful expereriece it is, it has always been also fucking hard and horrible forcme to be here and get through thisvat the same time. There is no time without recieving some kind of violence or being abused or some how betrayed, abonded or judged by the ones and communities or groupss I once trusted the most in my life. My depth, ny truth, my pain, my expression,, my openess, my taw wildness, my sexyness, my childness, my wisdom. Thete ia always something that has been too much for some and many and someone is always jealous and I amjust fucking done with people with their shit. My body can't tolerate all that negativity towards me. And because I am how I am, For a long time I kept on trusting and building with "wrong" people, ended up in wrong groups with too big differences what comes to values. Big, important lessons, but little by little I am building my life and my self back again. I will have my own home and safe space, where everyone, who propably also lives there, are treating me kindly and lovingly. Thank you for caring. ♥️🕊️✨🙏