No, I am not ok.
Actually, quite the opposite
I am tired and deeply sad
But Iam still breathing
And I can eat, sleep, laugh and cry.

Crying is the first sign
That the newborn baby
Is ALIVE.

That was good to remember, while processing my grief🙏

Just have to trust that someday,
I'll make my way
Someday things will get better
And my prayers and all the lonely tears I cried for innocence and peace will be heard and answered🕊️🙏